Adventures

Oh man, how the holidays come on so fast!! It seems like it was just Thanksgiving, and now it is a week until Christmas.. ahhhhh! On the plus side I have court on the 29th, and I am anxious to get that over with and James has his court date in January. We took the kids to Children's Wonderland last week, let me just say that it could have gone MUCH better, but we survived! We also found out that Hunter's biological mom decided that it would be a good idea to sign him up for Toys for Tots and get stuff for him when she doesn't even see him! It is just another one of her ways to get stuff out of the system, it is just unfair for him, and because of her little fraudulant acts he doesn't have insurance. Anywho, James and I have been looking at different dresses, and rings, and tuxes for our wedding, which we hope to have on September 13, 2010. I just have to wait to see how everything goes with my divorce from Aaron, he was good for dragging it out and now I have found a way to get help pushing it through! I am just waiting to hear from my lawyer and see when my court date it, oh I am so excited! Well so much to do, so little time.. so I will go for now!!!!!!!

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Update

So a lot has happened since I last wrote, I've been a bit busy since then. I am engaged to a wonderful man who loves me and the kids and in turn I got a handome step-son named Hunter. We are still dealing with certain issues, but we will get it taken care of and get on with life. We just returned back in to town from James' family Thanksgiving. It was so nice to be able to see so many different family members and how loving and hospitable everyone was. I did not want to come back home up north, I can't wait until we get to stay longer! Dylan is growing so tall, he is 6 now and in Kindergarden and after he took his proficiency tests we found out he is the top of his class and scored twice as high as he needed to, which is completely awesome! Aubrianna is our little princess, but such the tom boy and mommy's little baby girl! Hunter is doing pretty well adjusting the the family and loving it. Charlie is just so happy all the time, it is nice to see him smile, it brings everyone's mood up and we love him. James and I will be back in school starting in January, I am so excited!!

Update

So there are only 2 more weeks left in the quarter, I will be happy for the break. So much has been going on lately that I am just thouroughly exhausted. I can't seem to stay healthy long enough to get anything done it seems, but I will be alright. I am having my knee surgery on the 26th of June, I am so nervous and I hope that everything goes well. The only problem is that I go to the GYN on the 23rd because I have a cyst the size of a golf ball on my ovary and if they do immediate surgery then I will have to postpone my knee surgery... grrrrr!

Updates on life

Wow, I am so sorry it has been so long since I have been on here. I have had a lot of things going on lately. I no longer live at home with my parents, in fact I am staying with my friends Christina and Pika (Aaron), and my boyfriend James, and a girl named Chrissy. There has been a lot of tension around the house lately because of promises being broken and people not living up to the things that they say they are going to do. Plus it is added extra stress because James used to date Chrissy and they have a kid together and she does not like the fact that him and I are together. Well, James and I had a son together almost 6 years ago as well, we just happened to keep our feelings for each other over the years and ended up talking about it and got back together. I have not been this happy in a very long time, in ways I wish that we never had seperated in the first place, but i would never take back Aubrianna and Charlie and he would never give up Hunter. So James and I are looking for a new car and a place to live that is affordable, if that is even possible with this economy. I am still going to Stautzenberger and this quarter ends on the 24th of June. James enrolled to school at Herzing College and is starting this summer. I forgot what he said that his major was going to be though. I am having surgery on the 26th of June for my knee, which I am completely happy for because it just keeps getting worse and worse. My pancreas only keeps getting worse, in fact it is starting to shut down and I need to consent for a transplant but I am scared as hell. I don't want to die and especially not leave my kids, and James says he can't lose me again, so I don't know. But the kids just got up from nap, so I am going to go get them up, changed and give them a snack.

Hectic

Ok, so I know it has been forever since I have wrote anything but I have been seriously busy. I started my new job on the 30th of last month, then started school on the 13th of this month. Everything has been a whirlwind ever since then. Anymore I have no time to think to myself, but that is ok, because the less time I have to sit down and think, the less confused and ready to giveup I am. The kids have a fabulous time over at the babysitter's house, they all have their matches. Dylan little girlfriend is Christianna, then Aubrianna is in love with Hunter, which is kinda bad because they are a little bit related. And the baby loves Chris because of her boobies!! HAHA! Yes I know my son is a pervert! Then there is Aareanna and Haylee that they love to play with as well, it is just good times. I have decided that I am over being mad at Dylan for breaking my computer considering the fact that tehre is nothing that I can do about it anymore and I just bought another one yesterday which is way better and I love it so much!

Happy Times

I am having the most wonderful few days that I could ask for. I finished school on saturday with all passing grades, so I can move on to the next quarter happily! I also had a job interview on thursday of last week, so I go in and take the typing, grammer, and spelling tests that they require, and have my personal interview. The lady told me that she was impressed with my typing speed, they had it on the hardest level and I was able to type 45wpm which I thought was not that much, but apparently on the test I took it was amazing. Of course I got a 100 percent on my spelling and grammer, because if you know me you know that I am psycho about that stuff. The lady had told me, "Im not gonna waste your time or mine dragging this out, your hired!" I was well qualified and she loved me, I start on tuesday... I am so excited to be going back to work! I am also in the process of buying a new car, and this will be my first major purchase, other than my laptop (which was not nearly as expensive). I am super stoked, I am also looking fo a place of my own once I get everything all situated and get a few months in at my job. My life is on the right track right now and I am so very thankful for that, now all I need to do is get my babysitting situation worked out, which I am in the process of doing, and I will be all good. I would like to thank all of my friends who have been there for me through all of my rough spots and got me through, now you can be here for my happy times, especially my protector I would like to give a special thanks too! 

Zenobia Shrine Circus 2009

The kids and I all went to the circus on Thursday March 19, 2009. They had a blast though Aubrianna was terrified of the elephants. They both took a camel ride, at different times of course, and each got to get something from the gift table. Aubrianna has a glowing necklace and Dylan got a pretty cool plastic sword that lights up and makes noises. The baby made an appearance out of his carseat for only a few minutes to be fed then he went to sleep. We all had such a good time and were thankful that Grandpa Brown came with us... the kids LOVE their Papa. After such a good time though it ended with the whole weekend of all 3 kids getting sick... and guess who tried not to catch it but did anywho?? Oh ya that would be me. So the baby has some drops for his eyes because he has a real bad infection, the other 2 just have their little colds and me too, for the first time in a long time I used Nyquil and still could not sleep. It was just ridiculous! The older 2 are getting so much better so I am grateful for that and I hope that these drops help the baby tremendously because he is in so much misery!

Nice Weather

Well, things are starting to look up I spose. I was able to bring up my grade in Med Law, so now I am standing a chance on passing. They finally are letting me make up the tests that I missed, which is going to suck because thats 2 more on top of the like 5 I already have. But I am thankful for the opportunity! The weather is getting so nice, so I am able to take the kids outside and to the park to let them get off some of their energy instead of being cooped up in the house all of the time driving me nuts! Yesterday Aubrianna would not leave until I put her Tinkerbell dress on her, so she ended up going to the doctor's office and the park in it, this made things very interesting! Tonight I get to go see my best friend's daughter in her school play, I am excited, she is going to be adorable. I will have to write more later the kids are about to kill each other and my dad needs picked up from school, he is sick, so I will write more updates later!

Same life, different day

My life can only get more interesting as the days go by. I miss one day of school and I am completely screwed with my grade, yet my teacher tells me that I am going to be fine, ya right! At least tomorrow my Psychology class will be done and over with so I will not have that to worry about. But I am going to struggle with my other 2 classes, I just want this quarter to be over with, but with good grades. I need my time off, I need to go see my Angela like I promised! Some of my days seem to be going miserably, then I have the most wonderful days I could possibly ask for and all is right with the world. I am very sad that my best friend called me and told me that her Aunt was getting ready to pass, I have to keep her in my thoughts and her family as well. I am very thankful to have the best friends a girl could ask for and they seem to always be there when I need to talk or ask a favor, thank you guys, I LOVE YOU, and to Angela... I miss you to death... I will see you soon!

Meniscus Tear in my knee

So the doctor called me today to give me the results from the MRI that I just had done. They told me that I have a torn Meniscus, totally not cool. They are reffering me to an orthopedic doctor to confirm the diagnosis and start treatment for it. If it is too bad and the pain does not start going away they are talking about doing surgery, I'm telling you this is crap! They also said that I am going to start developing arthritis in that knee rather quickly and that I have to try and not use it that much so that I can start letting it heal properly. Well I think that I might have started letting it heal right after I had the accident if the stupid doctors at MCO did their job and actually checked me out instead of telling me I had whiplash and giving me pills! So technically can I sue these people?????????????????? I would like to at this point because I am sure pissed off!

Aubrianna's birthday

Today was Aubrianna's second birthday... we spent half of it nursing Dylan, whom is back in the hospital but should be out tomorrow. We decided to take her to Major Magics and she had an absolute blast. I love my little girl!

Handsome

I got you mommy, that spider is MINE!

Kissy face

The thrill of the drive

He had no clue

Speed Racer, Go Go Speed Racer

I'm sexy, I know it!

Wreckless driver

I love this picture

She loved that clown

Mommy and JuJu

Completely focused on the breadstick

I think the cootie tasted good

Always had to have silverware

JuJu did not like this chair too much!

Dylan in the hospital

Last night was a loooooooooong night with Dylan being up every half hour very much sick. I had Aaron over to watch the kids while I went to an appointment and Dylan just got worse by the minute. I was against going to the ER because he has a doctors appointment tomorrow so I was just trying to hold off. But it just got so very bad that I had Aaron take him to the ER, and he called me and let me know that Dylan is hooked up to an IV and is being given Zofran, which is a nausea medicine. So I hope that all goes well and he can return back home tonight as opposed to staying there, my baby just needs to get better!

School, laptops, kids, fun.....

Well, I had a good day and a bad day. I went to the doctors for the follow up on my car accident, turns out that he wants to get an MRI because he says that I have a torn ligament, he just wants to know if it is a partial or a full tear. He finally put me back on my migraine medicine so I can breath a sigh of relief, and he fixed my finger. Then I go to my OB/GYN to follow up from my surgery, and of course I am having complications, but the wonderful people there said "hey let's see what happens in the next 2 weeks!" Well I have already been having severe bleeding for 2 weeks, do you think that I want it for 2 more, but do they care no, and it is their fault because they are the one's that messed up in the surgery room. Whatever.....but I did have some good points to my day and I am verfy thankful for the good memories that I have, I just hope everything will be all good and that life will work itself out. Oh and did I tell you.................. I HAVE A LAPTOP AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well now that I have that out of my system, I am so itching to get out of the house right now and just chill with friends, I have been working day and night to finish this stupid mid-term project for Psyvchology, it seems like the work never ends and that I am rushing to put everything together, I am just trying to graduate with straight A's is tht too much to ask?? HAHAHA! But the kids are pretty good, driving me nuts of course, they all have their well checks coming up this friday. Speaking of this friday, I expect everyone to say HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY AUBRIANNA!!!!!!! My baby is getting old, I cannot say big cause she is sooooooooooooooooo tiny. I bought her a tinkerbell princess costume with matching shoes that she is going to wear on her birthday, I am probably way more excited then she is, but that is my right as a mother!

My Weekend

So this has been an interesting weekend, I had school.. which totally sucked, but I got to see my friends for a few hours which was really nice. I spoke my good friend, and her city is royally screwing them over and it pisses me off, so I will be praying for her. I also has had a suprisingly wonderful night, and hope that everything all turns out for the best, we shall see. I had to get my knee x-rayed though after schoon on Saturday... it turns out that it is sprained which totally scuks as well. They gave me crutches but I am protesting them.. haha! My mom got me a knee brace that works just fine, Im just not allowed to pick up my children, ya like that will ever happen! In that pic I am waiting to get my x-ray done and I felt like complete crap!

Car Accident

So, I was driving home from school yesterday on Heatherdowns when I went to stop at a light and my breaks failed. I hit the person in front of me really hard, but he was not hurt and his car was barely damaged. I on the other hand got some serious whiplash and the airbag hurt my chest pretty bad, plus I have some lovely bruises on my knees from the dashboard. I was so completely terrified and did not have my witts about me, but the guy got me to calm down and pull in to the parking lot I was in front of so I could call someone to come get me. We took each other's information, I thanked him for being so kind as well as appologized for hitting him, and we went on our seperate ways. I thank God that my children were not in the car with me, and I keep saying, I must have had my guardian angel watching over me, because with as hard as I hit the man I should have been knoked completely  unconcious. Well, I am just glad I am ok and am tryin to be on my way to a fine recovery! God is good, all the time, all the time, God is good!

Interesting Week

This week has deifiniately been interesting to say the least. I got to hang out with some people that I just want to be around more, and going to Chuckie Cheese on Wednsday with my best friend was a complete blast. I have had offers that I never thought I would hear, and words I thought would never leave people's mouths, it is facinating. After a good beginning of the week it is starting to be kind of crazy, I almost got in to a huge car wreck the other night, the baby and Aubrianna are sick, and Dylan's therapy appointment seemed like it lasted forever. But everyone is calming down and I get to stress out over studying for my test, wish me luck!

Getting my computer fixed!

I am so completely happy, my laptop is getting fixed. I broke it a month after I got it and I was completely sad, but it is all good now! I will finally be able to do my homework in the living room while taking care of the kids, it will be a lot more convenient, plus Dylan likes to play games on it. 

Recovery

So yesterday morning I had my surgery, and believe me it was absolutely no fun at all. I am in so much pain, but I am dealing with it, I thought I was going to die on the way home, and when I got there I just crashed. I slept most of the day of course and feel bad because I did not get to spend any time with my children, Aubrianna just wanted to play with me when I got home and I couldn't even do that, so horrible. I remember that when I finally did come downstairs to eat, I was just really upset that Dylan was being so hyper and loud and I just wanted peace and quiet, but that was not his concern, he just wanted to play with his sister. So now as I sit here and ponder on my actions of yesterday, I need to appologize to my children and my family for being the person I should not have been, whether it been a reaction from the anastesia, or from pure pain, I should not have acted that way and I appologize. I am going to spend the day making up for my actions and doing the activities, with my children, that my body will permit me to do. So I will keep trooping on and love my children that much more for loving me even when I am cranky!

School has begun!

Yesterday was my first day back to school, my classes are not as bad as I thought they would be. I am taking online psychology, medical terminology, and medical law, I have actually made a friend in my medical terminology clss, I am so proud! So I am extremely busy  right now with the whole school thing, and looking for another job, plus my 3 lovely children who are the nosiest little people I know. Aubrianna's birthday is in a month and she will be turning 2, I am so excited, I plan on dressing her up as a princess, probably Belle because she has the brown curly hair and big eyes! It will be so very much fun, right now though she is using those beautiful big blue eyes to try and get some candy from me, good luck babydoll!

Surgery

Ok, so last night I thought that it was quite odd when I recieved a call from my doctors office at work. So I tried calling them back and they seemed to have closed the phone lines early so the operator told me that I would just have to call back in the morning. I then recieved a call to my cell phone not even 5 minutes later and it was my doctors office, so I excused myself to answer it. Apparently someone had cancelled their surgery and my doctor wanted to know if I wanted to take their place because I am not up for surgery for like another month. Of couse I said yes, and now I have to figure everything out quicker, who is taking me, who is watching the kids, and how much time am I taking off of work! So I have some of it figured out, and my surgery is scheduled for next tuesday at 10:30 AM. I am having a uterine ablasion done, I need it and thank goodness I am getting it! So if you feel like checking up on me after the fact message me or give me a call, it would make my day!

A new start to a new year

I start back to school this week, I am very glad to be back with all the drama that I have had on my break. The kids are definately making my life very interesting, Aubrianna is very demanding anymore! We've just discovered that the baby has asthma so we have to be careful with that, he's just way too young for that crap! Dylan got some badges for his Wednsday night church class, I am so very proud of him, he is getting so very big. We are hoping for better blessings in this new year!